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Another personal vent post

This is the god damned final straw. I’m done with this bullshit. You can’t control who my fucking friends are. And you can’t control who she likes. Doing so certainly isn’t getting you anywhere. And neither is calling her “useless” and “lazy” and “good for nothing.” Do you really think that’s how love works? Through bitter persistence, forced emotion? Do you think that will make her love you? You’re fucking crazy if you do. I was fucking crazy for ever thinking the same. I’ve paid the price for my mistake, regardless of the pre-standing conditions of that failure. Even if I thought I knew what was going on (and I had strong suspicions long before), keeping a tight leash and leaving hardly any room to breath didn’t bring us any closer. And to the person I’m referring to, assuming you’re reading this, I’m sorry for doing so, although I doubt we’ll ever get along again due to the circumstances and the damage we did to each other. But I digress. My tumblr-less subject of my rant, this needs to stop. Even those who hate me can agree that this isn’t right. It just plain isn’t. She hates you. She thinks you’re awful and controlling and fucking crazy. And she has every right to. You’re keeping her from having friends that are of the opposite gender that are outside of your group, constantly putting her down, and getting mad when I’m trying to mop up your god damned mess. I’ve known her for years. She’s my closest friend, whom I care for dearly. But you know what? Do you know what you do when you love somebody? When you truly and sincerely love a person without conditions or expectations? You support them. You do everything possible to make them feel safe. You RESPECT their wishes and you DON’T try to force them to date you. You take whatever god dammed role they want you to be and you become completely satisfied with it. Why? Because that’s love! You should be happy to be around her at all. I know I am. But I can’t even do that without the imminent threat of you throwing a bitch fit. Well I’m done laying aside and letting you do this. If you give her shit for being around me, I’ll sling it right back at you. I’m done being passive. I’m done being quiet and letting things like this happen to my closest friend. This isn’t right, and if you didn’t know it before, you will soon.

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